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Can understand this, especially if you grew up being picked on. When groups of people laugh I oftentimes think they are laughing at me when they probably aren't. Have also gotten so paranoid in social situations where I though people would do me physical harm or were collectively against me...

True. Always felt this is where addiction -in its many forms- can weasel it's way into a person's life.

That's messed up. Very glad you didn't. F### those guys. Got picked on myself but not nearly as badly as some. Was moreso (intentionally) left out and ignored my whole life. Or just never good enough. If I spoke up people just kind of looked at me like I was crazy. As a kid it didn't bother me...

When I need something fast.... eBVrIlV5HxE

Just want to be dead to be perfectly honest

Right there with you...

Music can always take you to another place. It definitely helps me cope.

Great post. I feel you.

Good people suffering and shitty people being happy as ever and getting away with messed up stuff. Self-deception as a means to justify cruelty (rhetoric and language does wonders in this area) as well as romanticizing messed up acts. In the past a lot of it was blind ignorance but nowadays...

Too many.... - wasting my time on people who were not good and didn't give a sh## about me. Been used and abused far too many times and then people wonder why I trust no one. - going to college with zero financial planning and now paying the awful price - being focused on and stressing over the...

Thanks. My reluctance is mostly due to high costs that i am not willing to pay. This will sound immature as hell but it really pisses me off. The unfairness that i have to spend all this money because i'm like this and other people aren't. But I guess it boils down to choices and doing what is...

Lolol Imagining if Alcohol actually did this... As for the subject - for all that people build up surrounding sex I found it to be one of the most overrated experiences ever. I guess it's the idea of sex that's more interesting. Yes intimacy is important but for most it's this fantasy of it...

Very brave of you to post this. Going through what you went through (especially SA - which messes people up for a large portion of their life) and surviving takes guts so you're definitely a lot stronger than you think. I definitely relate to many of the things you said, especially when people...

In the context of the original situation: trying to help changes tires, woman freaks out - I would probably be cautious with a male stranger myself. Especially since women have to worry about crazy rapists out there and statistically speaking anyone can be a potential rapist/mugger/murderer -...

Pretty much in the exact same boat as you. Thanks for posting this. Couldn't have written that first paragraph better myself. I too have failed at maintaining relationships and establishing any real connections throughout my life. And when I think I've made progress I'm always back to square...

Spring will be coming. Soggy spring is Doom Metal time for me. Love this band to bits.... [video=youtube] [video=youtube]

We read that in high school. Our class got really into it. That book had enough drama in it to keep the class discussions and entertainment going. lol

All you have to do is read the news and moreso the comments to see how nasty people can be. I guess there are good people out there but I'm still watching my back.....

Best thing is to try to keep yourself busy, even though it's hard. Force yourself to do one little thing each day for yourself - even if it means reading one measily page of a book. When I have really bad days I always tell myself that tomorrow is another day and there might be some hope I'll...

Awesome. Yes, Russian Lit is definitely where it's at. Russian Lit made me appreciate writing styles a lot more as opposed to just a great story, world, and characters. Never thought I would end up loving "Lolita" as much as I did (controversial story by itself), but the way it was written...