Hearted
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I don't know if anyone else struggles with this, i was raised to always look presentable and have carried that on in my adult life, I like to keep to myself on public transportation or shopping, not because i'm aniti-social but more so i know how cruel people can be. But there are times where if i stop looking out the window or stop looking at my phone and look across at someone i see them staring and just smiling at me, I do respond and say "Hello." to them and i do get a hello back but they'l continuously stare with a smile upon their face. It's hard for me to read expressions as keeping eye contact with others. I was consistently bullied as a kid and was beaten up alot by some of the kids as well. I flinch alot when it comes to handshakes and hugs. I'll close my eyes with a hug and so reading genuine expressions is harder.
I feel mocked by people even looking at me, and it's awful to feel that. I just wish i could read expressions without the fear of getting hit.
I feel mocked by people even looking at me, and it's awful to feel that. I just wish i could read expressions without the fear of getting hit.