Sometimes, loneliness gets to me. I have reached the summer and I feel like I'm by myself. My sister is home and keeps on killing my self-esteem. Like she did when we were growing up. My mom pays more attention to her than me because she actually has a life while I just watch from the side. My dad is barely home due to work. I started working too but even then I'm by myself. I have been talking to someone about this and it's helping, but there are just times when it gets to me. I guess I'm trying to say that this is like a disease and I want to get better now.