Razzberry
Member
I hate three day weekends. I hate weekends anyways but that extra day kills me. Sixty hours of sitting home alone, no where to go, nothing to do, and no one to talk too.
I had one internet friend to talk too. We've been chatting for over a year. But when I was trying to talk about my lonliness/depression last night he got mad and logged out, said I was being negative. When in reality I was just trying to talk to someone about how I feel bc weekends are so hard on me. I spend the whole weekend crying. He made it worse by leaving bc now I have no one. That was the last thing I needed on top of everything else I've been feeling and going through lately.
I'm starting to feel like I need to get help and be on medication all from the depression that being alone is causing me. But I called around, can't afford to go to any professional or doctor in my area. So that's out. I'm unsure what to do from here. I get worse everyday. Never better.
I had one internet friend to talk too. We've been chatting for over a year. But when I was trying to talk about my lonliness/depression last night he got mad and logged out, said I was being negative. When in reality I was just trying to talk to someone about how I feel bc weekends are so hard on me. I spend the whole weekend crying. He made it worse by leaving bc now I have no one. That was the last thing I needed on top of everything else I've been feeling and going through lately.
I'm starting to feel like I need to get help and be on medication all from the depression that being alone is causing me. But I called around, can't afford to go to any professional or doctor in my area. So that's out. I'm unsure what to do from here. I get worse everyday. Never better.