sneha
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i am almost 30 but in my mind im still a teenager. its like a child's heart and mind in a grown up body,its embarrasing sometimes, because i feel i still dont have maturity enuf. in my mind, i am still that little girl who becomes happy when she succeeds in small efforts and someone claps for her. i imagine myself to be a dumb child who has difficulty learning new things and is a slow learner. this thought scares me. because watppl will achieve wen they are 30 something,,i will take almost double the time and effort to achieve same thing, which means i wud be around 40 wen i hope to be decently settles in my career. most of frnds my age are already settled and married and having a wonderful family and job, im no where close, this causes depression to me. sometimes i feel like running away, but i dont have money for that, if i run away i dont have place to stay nor a job to support me living.
i hope i find a ray of hope in this depressing moments.
i hope i find a ray of hope in this depressing moments.