lonerforever
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I'm from Singapore and I recently turned 21. I've been living a lonely life since I was a teenager. I have been betrayed, played with, judged and rejected just because I have this naive and dumb personality, and not so good-looking appearance.
I'm was so tired of all the bs that I just let myself be lonely. I would usually stay in my room at home using the computer all day long or use my phone when I'm with my friends. Sometimes, I just get tired of it and wish I had someone to talk to whenever I'm down and depressed.
Nobody in my family or friends know that I'm in this state. They just find my anti-social attitude very eccentric as I can tell by their reaction. What's worse is that, I have no choice but to keep up with my outgoing attitude ultimately when I'm at home or outside.
I have a lot of friends, even best friends but they are not my closest. I envy people whose friends became a family to them where else in my stupid life, I can't have a friend or family to even lean my shoulder and cry.
I love to talk and chit chat but somehow my life just don't let me...
I'm into singing, songwriting, photography, tv shows, movie and music. On my free time, I learn to play the guitar. I also run often to get in shape.
Anyway, looking forward to find someone here to talk to, someone I can relate and also get some help regarding my helpless life.
ps: Sry for the sad intro
I'm was so tired of all the bs that I just let myself be lonely. I would usually stay in my room at home using the computer all day long or use my phone when I'm with my friends. Sometimes, I just get tired of it and wish I had someone to talk to whenever I'm down and depressed.
Nobody in my family or friends know that I'm in this state. They just find my anti-social attitude very eccentric as I can tell by their reaction. What's worse is that, I have no choice but to keep up with my outgoing attitude ultimately when I'm at home or outside.
I have a lot of friends, even best friends but they are not my closest. I envy people whose friends became a family to them where else in my stupid life, I can't have a friend or family to even lean my shoulder and cry.
I love to talk and chit chat but somehow my life just don't let me...
I'm into singing, songwriting, photography, tv shows, movie and music. On my free time, I learn to play the guitar. I also run often to get in shape.
Anyway, looking forward to find someone here to talk to, someone I can relate and also get some help regarding my helpless life.
ps: Sry for the sad intro