I'm actually quite nervous about posting this because I'm paranoid someone will see it and know who I am and what I'm talking about.
Anyway after years of my twisted and slightly unhealthy issues with food I finally decided to seek out some support. I don't have a massively defined disorder and I've manged to pretty much not arose suspicion among people I know. Nor have I ever seen a doctor.
I hate "intro" threads and I tend to write them in a dazed panic due to being so shy and insanely unsure of myself. Clearly though I didn't explain well enough why I had joined and was pretty much jumped on right away as being there for tips and thinspo. Nice. I was also told about the rules. (which I'd read anyway like I always do).
Now as I'm a doormat I was pretty much polite and explained I was shy and private and had never explained my situation before. Though I just felt totally unwelcome right from the start and quite tearful.
I can understand that they want to keep the place safe and supportive but surely they could give a slight benefit of the doubt. I don't think I'll go back and will probably go on in silence with how I am now because once again I've just been made to feel like nothing but a fake.
Anyway after years of my twisted and slightly unhealthy issues with food I finally decided to seek out some support. I don't have a massively defined disorder and I've manged to pretty much not arose suspicion among people I know. Nor have I ever seen a doctor.
I hate "intro" threads and I tend to write them in a dazed panic due to being so shy and insanely unsure of myself. Clearly though I didn't explain well enough why I had joined and was pretty much jumped on right away as being there for tips and thinspo. Nice. I was also told about the rules. (which I'd read anyway like I always do).
Now as I'm a doormat I was pretty much polite and explained I was shy and private and had never explained my situation before. Though I just felt totally unwelcome right from the start and quite tearful.
I can understand that they want to keep the place safe and supportive but surely they could give a slight benefit of the doubt. I don't think I'll go back and will probably go on in silence with how I am now because once again I've just been made to feel like nothing but a fake.