alonewanderer
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It never fails, the onset of fall and winter usually equates to me being alone and cold. Every year, same time, same channel same 11 o'clock news. Is it possible to be afflicted with some bizarre ancient chinese curse of lonliness? On the positive side I do love my zooyork jacket but I sure do hate sleeping in ice cold sheets and blankets. I've never bought anyone outside of my immediate family and friends a christmas gift, I wonder what it would be like to present something to someone I cherish.
I yearn for a warm body in the winter to be beside me while we kiss in front of a roaring fireplace, gently holding and stroking each other. Jokingly chiding each other while returning to embrace tightly. I tear up while I type things like this because I don't think it'll ever happen for me.
Every winter the cold is my only companion and her chilling touch is all I have awaiting me.
Does anyone else go through seasonal singleness where after so many years of it being repetitious it's settles in as a "curse"?
edit: my fireplace still has the owners manual in it, just noticed that the other day
edit:: I hate this season
I yearn for a warm body in the winter to be beside me while we kiss in front of a roaring fireplace, gently holding and stroking each other. Jokingly chiding each other while returning to embrace tightly. I tear up while I type things like this because I don't think it'll ever happen for me.
Every winter the cold is my only companion and her chilling touch is all I have awaiting me.
Does anyone else go through seasonal singleness where after so many years of it being repetitious it's settles in as a "curse"?
edit: my fireplace still has the owners manual in it, just noticed that the other day
edit:: I hate this season