alonelyshyboy
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I just feel down in the dumps, yet again.
I am not going to lie; it's partially because I have no friends, and partially because I want a girlfriend. It sounds kinda dumb but I just want someone to cuddle up to; the thought of which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. As much as I'd love to have friends/acquaintances to go out with and have fun, I'd be content with being able to finding a partner. This is because it's the latter that has been making me feel rather miserable of late. I have never had a girlfriend, even though I have had crushes on girls since I was in grade 5 at school - FYI, I went to an all-boys school for high school (grade 8-12). When I see young couples together, it just makes me feel a little bit more inadequate inside.
I just have a feeling that university girls (the kind I want to meet) won't want to be with a 'loner' such as myself.
It's also kinda depressing when I am around other young people and they talk about their wonderful social lives or great friends and partners and I can't say a **** thing. It just makes me feel even worse about myself.
Why am I such a loser? I am not ugly (I have noticed female attention while walking down the street), I try to keep my body in shape, I dress modernly, I am educated, I have a good career ahead of me. I just fathom to think of someone like myself whom is also lonely and sad.
I am not going to lie; it's partially because I have no friends, and partially because I want a girlfriend. It sounds kinda dumb but I just want someone to cuddle up to; the thought of which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. As much as I'd love to have friends/acquaintances to go out with and have fun, I'd be content with being able to finding a partner. This is because it's the latter that has been making me feel rather miserable of late. I have never had a girlfriend, even though I have had crushes on girls since I was in grade 5 at school - FYI, I went to an all-boys school for high school (grade 8-12). When I see young couples together, it just makes me feel a little bit more inadequate inside.
I just have a feeling that university girls (the kind I want to meet) won't want to be with a 'loner' such as myself.
It's also kinda depressing when I am around other young people and they talk about their wonderful social lives or great friends and partners and I can't say a **** thing. It just makes me feel even worse about myself.
Why am I such a loser? I am not ugly (I have noticed female attention while walking down the street), I try to keep my body in shape, I dress modernly, I am educated, I have a good career ahead of me. I just fathom to think of someone like myself whom is also lonely and sad.