Who knows? There could be a million reasons. I've never felt I belonged anywhere myself, and I was bullied as a child and as an adult. But, as long as I don't feel like I'm being targeted or scapegoated by an entire group, which is rare, something I do now that I wasn't able to do when I was younger is to let things brush off. I try to be genuinely kind to people regardless. Nice people will stick with you, and the not-so-nice will scratch their heads, or come around, or, of course, continue being jerks. But it's their problem. I've kicked myself out of everywhere my whole life. Now, somehow, I've gotten to a place where I'm unwilling to do that anymore. I'm not any better or worse than anybody else so why let them hurt me. I try to focus on the nice people, or the nice parts of people. The crap is not my business : )
What Olympic sports do you like to watch?