i feel unloved
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Ok so I had an awful few days....with my history of being raped by three different people, who were family members, multiple times, if I come close to a guy I freeze up and cant say a word. So wednesday this guy, who I considered dating before I found out that he has raped two little five year old girls, played the nervous game with me. I was scared to tell my boyfriend but now that I have I feel a little bit better. Before it took me YEARS to have the courage to say that a guy touched me. It took me 24 hours this time. My mom is pressing charges on Kris and I dont know what is going to happen. His girlfriend wants to hurt me so....I am scared out of my mind.