Back to school

[CherrySlushie91]

I'm considering going back to my college. I'm worried sick about it though and can't even get up the courage to call and register, because i know once i do i'll be trapped and i'm scared i'll be miserable. I kind of left things a mess cause i didn't plan to go back after the baby was born. The last few weeks i had a falling out with my friends and became very depressed, needless to say my GPA dropped and i lost my scholarships. I don't want to be remembered as the pregnant chick lol, I don't want to see my friends happy without me and to be all alone there. I don't want to be the person in the background again. Even if i do go back and everything goes wrong i won't have smoking to fall back on (3 months smoke free ), i just feel so anxious about it. I want to go back and i want to succeed, i just need to courage. it would save me from student loans, i'd be getting out of the house.....its a good thing, just it can go very wrong. The saddest part is i don't have time to worry about it, classes start on the 4th, its now or never. ugh......

 

[AFrozenSoul]

School is school, do not think too much about the social aspect of it. Think about the academic portion of it

 

[Solitudinal]

I went back to college last year and I'm 28. Best thing I ever did.

As the other post says, just focus on the studying. I've found that the fun comes naturally.

 

[CherrySlushie91]

Thanks, I'm a good student maybe i can just throw myself in my books and avoid the caf lol

 

[Chikid]

Go to a different school if possible. I mean there are dozens of colleges in every state. Plus you probably wouldn't see those friends to begin with since colleges are usually big.