lonely_love
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This is so messed up. Yeah, I'm depressed. Yeah, I'm somewhat suicidal, and I've been that way for a week. Talking to my boyfriend WORKS. I love him, he loves me, and I feel wonderful and not self-ARGH whenever I talk to him. But, no, Boyfriend is telling me that I'm too dependent on him. He sent me the link to this site.
*sighs*
I ... I don't want to be this way. I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to live this life. Sure, my life is great. I live with a roof over my head, food on the table...all thanks to abusive parents. Oh, yeah, life is great. I'm here, I'm alive. I just don't want to do this anymore. But, my boyfriend won't let me move in with him until I have my degree. I have a therapy session on Thursday. It's fantastic, isn't it? I'm never going to kill myself. If I was going to, I'd be dead by now. I've sffered from clinical depression for YEARS, and I'm still here.
I hate my boyfriend for telling me to go away. Way to confirm my fear of abandonment, dude. So, yeah, I'm on this site because I don't have any friends here (the only friend I have is a psych- major with a fear of talking to people that're depressive b/c she OD'd one time in India). Hello.
-Monica
*sighs*
I ... I don't want to be this way. I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to live this life. Sure, my life is great. I live with a roof over my head, food on the table...all thanks to abusive parents. Oh, yeah, life is great. I'm here, I'm alive. I just don't want to do this anymore. But, my boyfriend won't let me move in with him until I have my degree. I have a therapy session on Thursday. It's fantastic, isn't it? I'm never going to kill myself. If I was going to, I'd be dead by now. I've sffered from clinical depression for YEARS, and I'm still here.
I hate my boyfriend for telling me to go away. Way to confirm my fear of abandonment, dude. So, yeah, I'm on this site because I don't have any friends here (the only friend I have is a psych- major with a fear of talking to people that're depressive b/c she OD'd one time in India). Hello.
-Monica