Hello everyone,
I hate my actual life, i feel like i cannot continue the way i'am. I hate my name, as well as my past and i feel that due to this situation i cannot approach new people. However i dont have any problem with my appareance and i know i can have social skills, my only issue is that due to different personal reasons i did not had any social life until now.
I traveled alot which is a reason why i couldnt keep in contact with new people i met, due to that i also could not identify with a certain place to really call "my home". So as you can see i'am not related to anything in particular which looks weird for most people. Also i always was kinda of a loser, i've done many activities but did not accomplish anything i could be proud of in my life. I realized that those was the reasons why i couldn't approach people.
I live now in the place where i was born and raised until i was 10, i'am back here since 2 years already but couldnt make any friends or find any group to fit in. Also my name made me face some problems because it sounds foreign and people already assume i'am from a different culture and i don't feel that this name fits me. To tell the truth, i don't feel anything in my actual life fits with who i'am.
For all those reasons i think the best way for me would be to change my name and to start everything anew. However i dont know what are the steps to take in order to achieve that.
Does anyone have an idea is this is possible and if yes, how could it be done?
I think i would maybe have to travel in order to cut bonds with everyone i already know. I'am a web developer, so there is no real problem for me working anywhere as a freelance until i could find a more stable job.
Do someone here already tried this and have any advices?
I hate my actual life, i feel like i cannot continue the way i'am. I hate my name, as well as my past and i feel that due to this situation i cannot approach new people. However i dont have any problem with my appareance and i know i can have social skills, my only issue is that due to different personal reasons i did not had any social life until now.
I traveled alot which is a reason why i couldnt keep in contact with new people i met, due to that i also could not identify with a certain place to really call "my home". So as you can see i'am not related to anything in particular which looks weird for most people. Also i always was kinda of a loser, i've done many activities but did not accomplish anything i could be proud of in my life. I realized that those was the reasons why i couldn't approach people.
I live now in the place where i was born and raised until i was 10, i'am back here since 2 years already but couldnt make any friends or find any group to fit in. Also my name made me face some problems because it sounds foreign and people already assume i'am from a different culture and i don't feel that this name fits me. To tell the truth, i don't feel anything in my actual life fits with who i'am.
For all those reasons i think the best way for me would be to change my name and to start everything anew. However i dont know what are the steps to take in order to achieve that.
Does anyone have an idea is this is possible and if yes, how could it be done?
I think i would maybe have to travel in order to cut bonds with everyone i already know. I'am a web developer, so there is no real problem for me working anywhere as a freelance until i could find a more stable job.
Do someone here already tried this and have any advices?