I will keep it as short as possible.
I am with this woman, both 30yo, know each other forever and I moved in 1.5 years ago. First 6 months = perfect, last year = HELL.
Too many bad things the past months like deaths, loss of job, loans etc. made her a wreck. I was holding tight and supporting her but then suddenly out of the blue my whole world collapsed. I was a very active man with few good friends having fun and stuff and now I lost it all due to a nervous breakdown as I like to call it with panic attacks and all the worries in the world. Been some time now... I also developed social phobia.
It was literally from best life ever to worst nightmare possible in a night.
I have no job neither does she and we are all day long home trying to sell stuff on ebay, some garage sales and get some money from relatives and stuff to pay for the loan.
I can't take it anymore I cant stand her depressive behavior adding to mine and I am thinking of leaving but I cant. I love her and I dont want to do that to her.
Please dont judge me I need advice. I lost everything but I have it all
I am with this woman, both 30yo, know each other forever and I moved in 1.5 years ago. First 6 months = perfect, last year = HELL.
Too many bad things the past months like deaths, loss of job, loans etc. made her a wreck. I was holding tight and supporting her but then suddenly out of the blue my whole world collapsed. I was a very active man with few good friends having fun and stuff and now I lost it all due to a nervous breakdown as I like to call it with panic attacks and all the worries in the world. Been some time now... I also developed social phobia.
It was literally from best life ever to worst nightmare possible in a night.
I have no job neither does she and we are all day long home trying to sell stuff on ebay, some garage sales and get some money from relatives and stuff to pay for the loan.
I can't take it anymore I cant stand her depressive behavior adding to mine and I am thinking of leaving but I cant. I love her and I dont want to do that to her.
Please dont judge me I need advice. I lost everything but I have it all