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I won't go into all the details, but I had something happen to me before that's only happened once or twice. I was feeling really down, and my parents were at me and I lost control. I can't remember everything i did but i remember hitting myself in the face and basically being hysterical.. it's like all the emotions and stress are coming out of me all at once. I walked up to my room crying deeply, almost struggling to breathe. My cat looked TOTALLY freaked out. When I was sat up here crying, it was the first time i've felt alive, like i've been numb for so long. It was the first time I felt real emotion for as long as I can remember.
I don't know what is happening to me.. lonliness is devouring me and all my emotions. I need to explain this to the therapist and the doctor, it's not going to be easy.
I don't know what is happening to me.. lonliness is devouring me and all my emotions. I need to explain this to the therapist and the doctor, it's not going to be easy.