I have tried just about every depression med there is and most of them make me even more depressed. I don't know what to do anymore. I can barely work enough to pay my bills. I have no friends and very little family left that I actually speak to. I'd end it all, but my son would blame it on himself, and I can't do that to him.
All I want to do is sit and read or watch t.v. I used to at least have a few friends and I used to enjoy some activities, but not anymore. I've gained a lot of weight, stopped wearing makeup, stopped coloring my hair, and I don't go anywhere I don't absolutely have to. I'm becoming a recluse, but I don't want to be.
I'm just so freaking lost.
All I want to do is sit and read or watch t.v. I used to at least have a few friends and I used to enjoy some activities, but not anymore. I've gained a lot of weight, stopped wearing makeup, stopped coloring my hair, and I don't go anywhere I don't absolutely have to. I'm becoming a recluse, but I don't want to be.
I'm just so freaking lost.