UGLYDUCKLING
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Hi I'm new.And I am glad that I found this forum.
Anyway,Since Middle School TO second last year in high school,I felt like an outcast.Was never bullied or anything.But just isolated.I barely made any friends due to my different attitude.I'm a kind of a person who HATES cursing or talking about women the wrong way as its just not me.And I am very picky when it comes to video games.
So people tend to call me a kid or just talk to me until they get more friends.I didn't really mind so I lived my life and did most what I could do with my life other then moping around.And couldn't wait to graduate!
So my last year in HS now and I finally made a friend who has the same attitude and everything.We get along pretty great and I finally enjoyed having a conversation with him.Its his 1st yr in high school and hes just a yr younger than me so its cool that I made a friend of my own age who i actually enjoy talking to.
So the problem is that I will be graduating and going off to college leaving an amazing friend behind.I can't cope up to this.When ever I think of graduating,it brings me down so bad.I am terribly upset as I don't want to be friendless again.I doubt that I will have people in college that I like or vise verse.I can't think,sleep or do anything thinking about it.
I don't know why I made a thread about it.But am terribly upset.
I know friends come and go.But its not the same case for me.I don't make friends very easily.Its hard for me to get along with a huge number of people.
Its just that I cant be alone again.
Anyway,Since Middle School TO second last year in high school,I felt like an outcast.Was never bullied or anything.But just isolated.I barely made any friends due to my different attitude.I'm a kind of a person who HATES cursing or talking about women the wrong way as its just not me.And I am very picky when it comes to video games.
So people tend to call me a kid or just talk to me until they get more friends.I didn't really mind so I lived my life and did most what I could do with my life other then moping around.And couldn't wait to graduate!
So my last year in HS now and I finally made a friend who has the same attitude and everything.We get along pretty great and I finally enjoyed having a conversation with him.Its his 1st yr in high school and hes just a yr younger than me so its cool that I made a friend of my own age who i actually enjoy talking to.
So the problem is that I will be graduating and going off to college leaving an amazing friend behind.I can't cope up to this.When ever I think of graduating,it brings me down so bad.I am terribly upset as I don't want to be friendless again.I doubt that I will have people in college that I like or vise verse.I can't think,sleep or do anything thinking about it.
I don't know why I made a thread about it.But am terribly upset.
I know friends come and go.But its not the same case for me.I don't make friends very easily.Its hard for me to get along with a huge number of people.
Its just that I cant be alone again.