Hawx79
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I found a real nice penpal 2 weeks ago online, a woman my age (36), in another country, and we both knew how we looked like by pictures. We had a lot in common, she was very lonely in her life just as me and we would chat in whatsapp daily from morning to night. Even when outside during work and shopping. I would wake up with a smile everyday.
But I got a bit needy and tried to dominate her the last few days, and I screwed it all up now. Can I blame myself for just wanting something more meaningful?
She told me not to rush her, but I already had lost her respect by then.
These last few days I would message her and she always had to excuse herself by doing something else immediately soon after. It was clear she didn't want to know me anymore.
I felt heartbroken and said goodbye for good and deleted all ways of contacts with her.
I really miss chatting with her, I feel like crying and feel extremely lonely now
But I got a bit needy and tried to dominate her the last few days, and I screwed it all up now. Can I blame myself for just wanting something more meaningful?
She told me not to rush her, but I already had lost her respect by then.
These last few days I would message her and she always had to excuse herself by doing something else immediately soon after. It was clear she didn't want to know me anymore.
I felt heartbroken and said goodbye for good and deleted all ways of contacts with her.
I really miss chatting with her, I feel like crying and feel extremely lonely now