Nice But Dim Jim
Well-known member
I thought I was getting over the big lump of depression i've been in for the past few months after breaking up with the girlfriend. Looks like its rearing its ugly head again and I feel it creeping back into my life.
I'm so incredibly sad as I thought I was moving on but I'm almost back to square one. All I want to do is make contact with my ex even though I know its pointless, I want to see how she's doing but I am literally scared to check her up on facebook as if I found she was with someone else over even just seen a pic of her with another guy it would throw me over the edge, I literally don't think I could control my actions.
I can't do anything more, I am literally just wasting time being alive, i'm not interested in anything or anyone, I don't care about my job, my future or family nothing. I just feel like I go to work so I can afford to keep going to work in a seriously tormenting cycle.
I can't spent another year like this as it is killing me, my soul just feels shattered.
I'm so incredibly sad as I thought I was moving on but I'm almost back to square one. All I want to do is make contact with my ex even though I know its pointless, I want to see how she's doing but I am literally scared to check her up on facebook as if I found she was with someone else over even just seen a pic of her with another guy it would throw me over the edge, I literally don't think I could control my actions.
I can't do anything more, I am literally just wasting time being alive, i'm not interested in anything or anyone, I don't care about my job, my future or family nothing. I just feel like I go to work so I can afford to keep going to work in a seriously tormenting cycle.
I can't spent another year like this as it is killing me, my soul just feels shattered.