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Jehuty
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I have. I am 20 years old but I know what many of you are going to say that I am young and I have alot of life
To be honest. I don't think I am going to live long. I just have this feeling that I am going to live somewhere in my late 30's or early 40's. Not because I am going to kill myself but because of some disease or something.
I'm a loner.It's just hard for me to get along with people. It's not that I can't start a conversation.It's just because I am not interesting.Add to that that I have no physical attraction. Well getting a women to actually try to talk to me is a mission.Looks do matter and you know what I understand.We are humans. So it's hard to get a women attention, when you have all this beautiful people all around you and you just look ugly.I would love to have a female campanion but I just giving up. I am constally getting eeeeeeewwwwwwed at and called ugly and it hurts alot, that I given up.
Don't have any friends.Like I said I am not interesting so it's hard for me to make friends.
Don't fit anywhere in my family. I am so different thats it's hard to get along with them. So we hardly talk.
I only had one friend but she died. no it wasn't a person. It was this cat I found.I found her on the road,a small kitten. I would tell it all my hopes and dreams.I don't know if she even cared but at least there was something there to listen instead of me talking to myself constantly. Then I found her dead a couple of weeks ago. I guess some dog killed her. I was so sad and depressed.The only thing in the world that actually listened gone.
Now I am here a loner.I have accepted it. I am going to be a lonely person for the rest of my life. Whatever I have left I guess.
To be honest. I don't think I am going to live long. I just have this feeling that I am going to live somewhere in my late 30's or early 40's. Not because I am going to kill myself but because of some disease or something.
I'm a loner.It's just hard for me to get along with people. It's not that I can't start a conversation.It's just because I am not interesting.Add to that that I have no physical attraction. Well getting a women to actually try to talk to me is a mission.Looks do matter and you know what I understand.We are humans. So it's hard to get a women attention, when you have all this beautiful people all around you and you just look ugly.I would love to have a female campanion but I just giving up. I am constally getting eeeeeeewwwwwwed at and called ugly and it hurts alot, that I given up.
Don't have any friends.Like I said I am not interesting so it's hard for me to make friends.
Don't fit anywhere in my family. I am so different thats it's hard to get along with them. So we hardly talk.
I only had one friend but she died. no it wasn't a person. It was this cat I found.I found her on the road,a small kitten. I would tell it all my hopes and dreams.I don't know if she even cared but at least there was something there to listen instead of me talking to myself constantly. Then I found her dead a couple of weeks ago. I guess some dog killed her. I was so sad and depressed.The only thing in the world that actually listened gone.
Now I am here a loner.I have accepted it. I am going to be a lonely person for the rest of my life. Whatever I have left I guess.