Im someone who tends to write a lot. So I'll try not to do that here haha.
I guess I came onto this forum because I obviously feel alone in life sometimes. I actually do have quite a lot of friends when I look at my life. And Im thankful for that. But I have felt out of place and like I dont belong for about the last two years. Anyone else feel this way?
I mean I have a great time hanging out with my friends. We always have a good time. But I dont really see them unless we are going clubbing or doing some sort of activity. Its actually awkward if I were to say 'hey lets meet up to talk or lets go for a cofee somewhere and have a chat'. I just dont have that relationship with anyone. Im pretty close with about two people but they kind of have their own group of mates and you know...I dont see them too often.
Ive been yearning for a close group of mates for so long. Everyone around me seems to have one. Sometimes Im even with my mates and then we meet another group of people and I think to myself "id fit in with these other guys so much more".
I kind of feel selfish in a way. Because I have friends and I know alot of people out there hardly have any or dont have any at all. The main thing Im sad about in my life is not feeling apart of the people im with. And that makes me feel as if im missing out on alot.
Alot of my life now is focused on actually leaving my country (Australia). And starting a new life in the USA. I want to go to college there in a year and maybe see if id feel apart of something there.
But yeah. As you can see I had to get these feelings out. I have so much boiled up inside me and I have no one to release these feelings to. I just wish I had someone I could talk to about these things. But I dont...
I guess I came onto this forum because I obviously feel alone in life sometimes. I actually do have quite a lot of friends when I look at my life. And Im thankful for that. But I have felt out of place and like I dont belong for about the last two years. Anyone else feel this way?
I mean I have a great time hanging out with my friends. We always have a good time. But I dont really see them unless we are going clubbing or doing some sort of activity. Its actually awkward if I were to say 'hey lets meet up to talk or lets go for a cofee somewhere and have a chat'. I just dont have that relationship with anyone. Im pretty close with about two people but they kind of have their own group of mates and you know...I dont see them too often.
Ive been yearning for a close group of mates for so long. Everyone around me seems to have one. Sometimes Im even with my mates and then we meet another group of people and I think to myself "id fit in with these other guys so much more".
I kind of feel selfish in a way. Because I have friends and I know alot of people out there hardly have any or dont have any at all. The main thing Im sad about in my life is not feeling apart of the people im with. And that makes me feel as if im missing out on alot.
Alot of my life now is focused on actually leaving my country (Australia). And starting a new life in the USA. I want to go to college there in a year and maybe see if id feel apart of something there.
But yeah. As you can see I had to get these feelings out. I have so much boiled up inside me and I have no one to release these feelings to. I just wish I had someone I could talk to about these things. But I dont...