SighX99
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Hiya peeps, I havent logged onto this site for maybe two years now. I have been on this site since 2007. So much has happened since then. it got really crazy. I was active for about two years. then stopped logging on for another two years.
I met someone right before summer of this year. she was beautiful, funny, quirky, cultured. We practically lived together. going to bed everynight together.wake up together, go out together, study together... we spent every minute together. it was perfect. She was my first real girlfriend, who loved me back as much as I loved her. We were both clingy. sometimes I dropped her off at her dorm, only to have her call me and ask me to pick her up to my apartment. This became a big issue at the end of our relationship.
As summer ended and school started, she started to change. Right before school started, she told me that she will only see me after school, and didn't want to spend as much time with me as she did back in summer. 2nd day of school, she decided to break up with me over text. She ignored all my calls, until the next day, we talked. She wanted space between me and her. She was saying I was too clingy. So I tried really hard giving her space. only text/call during the week and weekend she would stay over at my apartment.
So, she was satisfied, or so I thought. She says she missed me and loves me and all that. Everything was going great. on wednesday, I bought her dinner and we all had a good time. Throughout the week, I texted and called her, that was it. THEN, ON SATURDAY, I wanted to see her, so she said we could walk to the store. after the walk, she broke up with me... just like that. I was so heartbroken. I thought everything was going fine. turns out she wasn't happy with me because I was too clingy and wanted to spend time with her...I only wanted to spend time twice a week. is that too much to ask?
Now I'm faced with a self-esttem issue. Am I broken as a boyfriend now? Was I wrong in that I wanted to spend some time with her? Why did she decided to break up with me all of a sudden? I'm so heartbroken about this because I thought we loved each other... she said so much stuff. I warned her in the beginning of the relationship that she is much younger, and that she might get sick of me... but she denied it and said that we will grow old together, and all that BS.
halloween is coming up, I'm getting more depressed each day because I have no one to spend time with. everyone is going out with their significant others except me. I have just moved to another state this year, and it's kinda hard to make friends when you live off campus.
thanks for reading.
I met someone right before summer of this year. she was beautiful, funny, quirky, cultured. We practically lived together. going to bed everynight together.wake up together, go out together, study together... we spent every minute together. it was perfect. She was my first real girlfriend, who loved me back as much as I loved her. We were both clingy. sometimes I dropped her off at her dorm, only to have her call me and ask me to pick her up to my apartment. This became a big issue at the end of our relationship.
As summer ended and school started, she started to change. Right before school started, she told me that she will only see me after school, and didn't want to spend as much time with me as she did back in summer. 2nd day of school, she decided to break up with me over text. She ignored all my calls, until the next day, we talked. She wanted space between me and her. She was saying I was too clingy. So I tried really hard giving her space. only text/call during the week and weekend she would stay over at my apartment.
So, she was satisfied, or so I thought. She says she missed me and loves me and all that. Everything was going great. on wednesday, I bought her dinner and we all had a good time. Throughout the week, I texted and called her, that was it. THEN, ON SATURDAY, I wanted to see her, so she said we could walk to the store. after the walk, she broke up with me... just like that. I was so heartbroken. I thought everything was going fine. turns out she wasn't happy with me because I was too clingy and wanted to spend time with her...I only wanted to spend time twice a week. is that too much to ask?
Now I'm faced with a self-esttem issue. Am I broken as a boyfriend now? Was I wrong in that I wanted to spend some time with her? Why did she decided to break up with me all of a sudden? I'm so heartbroken about this because I thought we loved each other... she said so much stuff. I warned her in the beginning of the relationship that she is much younger, and that she might get sick of me... but she denied it and said that we will grow old together, and all that BS.
halloween is coming up, I'm getting more depressed each day because I have no one to spend time with. everyone is going out with their significant others except me. I have just moved to another state this year, and it's kinda hard to make friends when you live off campus.
thanks for reading.