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[Madula]

Hi, I'm new here. I found this website when I googled "everyone in my life treats me like sh#*." I read a few threads and decided I belong here. I have a hard time relating to people and I communicating with them properly. It's lonely and hurtful.

 

[Badjedidude]

Welcome to the site.

 

[Madula]

Welcome to the site.

Your porn name sounds a little gross. Lmao

 

[Outcast]

Welcome ^^

 

[Madula]

I guess I'm supposed to talk about my problems...well, I have extreme social anxiety. Humans freak me out, hardcore. Humans are complex, dynamic, beautiful, creative, power and scary. I locked myself in my house for a year, needless to say, I graduated school late as a result. I easily make friends, but I can almost never maintain them as I become overwhelmed. I am loud, and charismatic, people love me easily, but I only behave this way as a should against anxiety. It has taken me years to smile back at a stranger randomly greeting me. There are a few people who treat me horribly and make my daily life more of a struggle than it ought to be. Such is life, I guess. I'm lonely, not because I don't have meaningful relationship, but because I don't have anyone to relate to.

 

[Badjedidude]

Your porn name sounds a little gross. Lmao

Or maybe... just maybe... it sounds like an amazing, terrifying ride.

There are a few people who treat me horribly and make my daily life more of a struggle than it ought to be. Such is life, I guess. I'm lonely, not because I don't have meaningful relationship, but because I don't have anyone to relate to.

I'd wonder why those people are in your life if they treat you horribly. You always have the choice to get rid of people -- even family -- if they're harming you or contributing negativity or pain to your life.

And I hope you find someone here that you can relate to. I look forward to seeing you around the forum. Cheers.

 

[Hearmenow2012]

Welcome to the forum. I hope that you enjoy your stay and that it is beneficial to you.

 

[zibafu]

welcome !

badjedidude... no, just no, that porn name

 

[Rainbows]

... You sound like me.

Drop by the chatroom sometime! We're lots of fun and I'd looove another loud person like me.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Welcome aboard, Madula. I'm sure you'll find at least one person you can relate to here.

 

[Edward W]

Hi and welcome!

 

[WallflowerGirl83]

Hello & Welcome! =)

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hey Madula, welcome to the forum!

 

[Littlesecret]

Hey Madula, I relate to you a lot, however I cut all the people that made me feel worthless In my life which included my dad. I may be lonely but I'm better off for it, I know I would rather be alone than hang out with people that don't care enough about your feelings, that would make you feel like crap it can be pretty damaging to an already fragile mind.

That's a lovely photo of you by the way.

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Your porn name sounds a little gross. Lmao

Or maybe... just maybe... it sounds like an amazing, terrifying ride.

Nah it's gross!

 

[MrPaul]

Pleased to meet you madam :3 & welcome

 

[Nicolelt]

... You sound like me.

Drop by the chatroom sometime! We're lots of fun and I'd looove another loud person like me.

Oh no! Can we handle two of you in chat!?!?

Welcome to the site!

 

[9006]

Welcome to the site.

 

[Tulip23]

Hi and welcome to the forum