I guess I'm supposed to talk about my problems...well, I have extreme social anxiety. Humans freak me out, hardcore. Humans are complex, dynamic, beautiful, creative, power and scary. I locked myself in my house for a year, needless to say, I graduated school late as a result. I easily make friends, but I can almost never maintain them as I become overwhelmed. I am loud, and charismatic, people love me easily, but I only behave this way as a should against anxiety. It has taken me years to smile back at a stranger randomly greeting me. There are a few people who treat me horribly and make my daily life more of a struggle than it ought to be. Such is life, I guess. I'm lonely, not because I don't have meaningful relationship, but because I don't have anyone to relate to.