Most of you guys and gals know me. I have no friends. I stay at home most of the time and avoid people. I don't really live life. I live in "lala land" and most of it is video games. When I play video games it makes me forget about my life, and I can live as another person. Some will say it's an addiction. I bought Fallout 3: Game of the Year video game for my Xbox 360 about a month ago and I've already played 65 hours, that's just over 2 and a half days. I bought Modern Warfare 2 in January and I've clocked in 156 hours, that's about 6 and a half days. Now this is only two games. The other "lala land" I live in would be the internet surfing through tech sites such as http://engadget.com or http://gizmodo.com or sites like http://i-am-bored.com. When I play Modern Warfare 2 online, I talk to others while I play and this is the only outside conversation I have all day besides my brother, mother and father. I feel comfortable in "lala land" but I know that it's not helping me. I guess I live there to compensate my loneliness. But I'll never be rid of my loneliness living in "lala land". I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to get out and make friends. It's been 7 years since I've had good friends. I just need help.