AFrozenSoul
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So I am part of another social website. I think I go there just to kill my self-esteem. I mask myself as best as I can... but... it is hard to avoid. I do not know... when you post a thread in the "Who wants to have sex with me" sub forum and you get no replies... it is a great way to hurt. Especially when several other guys have 30 or 40 responses in theirs. Really that place is about sharing stories.
I like killing myself esteem there because people are much eviler and blunt there. I tell a story and am often times met with "Stop whining and get over it". It is nice to know I am pathetic.
I think I am killing my self-esteem now. Hmm... I mean I am being whiny and pathetic. I guess that is just my natural reaction though. Some days it is harder to lie to yourself than others. Then again I wonder why I come to forums similar to this one. The past haunts me... it hurts...
Sorry I am just rambling. I guess since I avoid society so much I can only turn to the net for validation on what I know to be true.
I like killing myself esteem there because people are much eviler and blunt there. I tell a story and am often times met with "Stop whining and get over it". It is nice to know I am pathetic.
I think I am killing my self-esteem now. Hmm... I mean I am being whiny and pathetic. I guess that is just my natural reaction though. Some days it is harder to lie to yourself than others. Then again I wonder why I come to forums similar to this one. The past haunts me... it hurts...
Sorry I am just rambling. I guess since I avoid society so much I can only turn to the net for validation on what I know to be true.