My question is how can I ever manage with depresiion since I'm not only get help from my relatives or people thatare supposed to be close to me, but I'm SMASHED by their behavior, includng words that I'm sure are beyond any imagination, shouting at me using them, telling me what a (here I need an alternative dictionary) I am and thus make me wanna die so hard, make me feel the madness so strong that I can't really think soberly! I just wanna die! But I'ms scared to so I don'teven have choice to do it and I'm forced just going insane!! HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!