Fragile
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Hi!
I'm a 29 year old guy.
I'm going to be totally honest here. I have only had sex with one single girl for my entire life. That was 9 years ago....
I'm a loser in the sense that most people don't like me. The main reason for this is that I hardly ever speak or say a word. I suspect I might have selective mutinism, since sometimes, I can't even speak altough I want to.
People avoid me, like really avoid me in irl for this. I feel rather sad and depressed. I don't know how to reach out to others, I really don't. i try to be open and speak out. but it always comes out as awkvard and stupid. I dunno. Maybe I'm too dumb or afraid to be with others?
I have no friends. I study art at the moment. But I can't find any meaning in life. Im badass at painting and sculpting, but what does it matter when no girl likes me?
I don't want to be alone forver, and make my mother disappointed beacuse she can't ever have any grandchildren.
Why can't anyone ever love me?
I'm a 29 year old guy.
I'm going to be totally honest here. I have only had sex with one single girl for my entire life. That was 9 years ago....
I'm a loser in the sense that most people don't like me. The main reason for this is that I hardly ever speak or say a word. I suspect I might have selective mutinism, since sometimes, I can't even speak altough I want to.
People avoid me, like really avoid me in irl for this. I feel rather sad and depressed. I don't know how to reach out to others, I really don't. i try to be open and speak out. but it always comes out as awkvard and stupid. I dunno. Maybe I'm too dumb or afraid to be with others?
I have no friends. I study art at the moment. But I can't find any meaning in life. Im badass at painting and sculpting, but what does it matter when no girl likes me?
I don't want to be alone forver, and make my mother disappointed beacuse she can't ever have any grandchildren.
Why can't anyone ever love me?