hppnssseeker
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Hi. I'm a pretty 35-yr-old woman. I've never been lucky in love but my friends don't get it, they think just because of my looks I can have any guy I want. Unfortunately I haven't been in love in a really long time and I feel terribly lonely. The problem is that I can't find someone who's compatible with me and the more men I meet the more I'm convinced I never will. I'm honest, I have strong moral values, I try to respect people and be a good person and as a result I feel like an alien because I realize most people aren't like me. They lie and cheat and don't care about anything except getting what they want. I just got disappointed one more time. I met a guy online who seemed very promising but I just found out that he's been feeding me nothing but lies. Honestly I'm so disgusted and so tired of getting my hopes crashed time after time that I feel like giving up, but I'm not ready to give up on the idea of becoming a mother. When I was younger I always thought that as an adult I would have a loving husband and kids and I'm terribly sad to realize that I'm running out of time and that might not happen for me. I feel it's such a waste because I have so much love to give and I know I could be a really good wife and mother. There’s also the fact that all my friends are in a relationship and they make it seem easy to find the right person, so I wonder if there's something wrong with me since I can't.
I already lost my mother and my father isn't getting any younger, I worry about what I'll do when he passes too, then I'll truly be alone with no family.
I already lost my mother and my father isn't getting any younger, I worry about what I'll do when he passes too, then I'll truly be alone with no family.