M_also_lonely
Well-known member
After getting a lot of inspiration here, from a few members, I have started making changes in my life. But there are some situations around me that I dont know how to solve.
Last week I went to a party. DJ party. Everybody was dancing. I never danced previously. But I decided to try. I tried.After some time, I found people laughing at me. I just moved out as soon as possible. Next day, one of my classmates told me, "Its better for u not to try these things, they are not for u. U r not like us. " How??? And Why????
I dont know why, but I forget simple things. I still forget where I keep my things. I forget which switches work for what, I forget that. I know that u would tell me abt techniques to remember things, but why do I need techniques to remember, while most of the people dont?? Why cant I remember them simply??
I liked somebody, a girl in our class.I really cared for her. I once told her. She said, "U need a doctor. U r not someone who should have a girlfriend." Why did she tell like this. She went with somebody else.
Once in my class I showed them solving rubiks cube in 30 seconds. Nobody appreciated it. But after some months, a guy did the same in two minutes, and people were going crazy. Why???
I study with dedication, but cannot score great. No problem. But why the hell is the guy next to me scoring great when he us merely studying?
We play games on LAN, all others play great . I practice too. But while playing, I just let the opponent kill me, while I am watching him. Why am I like this.??
I donate to beggars, I help everywhere I can. Sometimes I get appreciated, sometimes not. Ok no problem. But why am I not like others. They say u r not like us, but no one tells how abd why.... They say, they cant explain.
Why can't I enjoy dancing? Why does a girl say that I need a doctor, when I told her abt the qualities that I like in her?
Why am I considered "pretending to be good" when I care, while others pretend to care and are called "caring"??
Its not that I want these things badly, but it would help me a lot if I would be like u, normal as they call themselves.
Last week I went to a party. DJ party. Everybody was dancing. I never danced previously. But I decided to try. I tried.After some time, I found people laughing at me. I just moved out as soon as possible. Next day, one of my classmates told me, "Its better for u not to try these things, they are not for u. U r not like us. " How??? And Why????
I dont know why, but I forget simple things. I still forget where I keep my things. I forget which switches work for what, I forget that. I know that u would tell me abt techniques to remember things, but why do I need techniques to remember, while most of the people dont?? Why cant I remember them simply??
I liked somebody, a girl in our class.I really cared for her. I once told her. She said, "U need a doctor. U r not someone who should have a girlfriend." Why did she tell like this. She went with somebody else.
Once in my class I showed them solving rubiks cube in 30 seconds. Nobody appreciated it. But after some months, a guy did the same in two minutes, and people were going crazy. Why???
I study with dedication, but cannot score great. No problem. But why the hell is the guy next to me scoring great when he us merely studying?
We play games on LAN, all others play great . I practice too. But while playing, I just let the opponent kill me, while I am watching him. Why am I like this.??
I donate to beggars, I help everywhere I can. Sometimes I get appreciated, sometimes not. Ok no problem. But why am I not like others. They say u r not like us, but no one tells how abd why.... They say, they cant explain.
Why can't I enjoy dancing? Why does a girl say that I need a doctor, when I told her abt the qualities that I like in her?
Why am I considered "pretending to be good" when I care, while others pretend to care and are called "caring"??
Its not that I want these things badly, but it would help me a lot if I would be like u, normal as they call themselves.