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Solus11
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I wanna make this post short and simple with clear details. I have a sad story, but I'm still hanging on.
I'm an asian man born in Philippines. When I was a child, nobody wants to hold me except my parents, maybe because I'm ugly. I grew up there for 11 years and moved here in United States at the age of 12. Here's the drama, I did have friends in Philippines but they were not real friends. I had to give em treats just to stay cool with them. After 11 years my mom got married to an American man because my biological father is an ******* plus he is actually my mom's cousin ewwwww.....!!!!!!. After that, I moved here in U.S. However, I had a hard time making friends and in middle school and high school. I wasn't able to get a girl friend. My grades are low and I couldn't learn well. I became depressed andSo I decided, to lift weights and do some makeovers because I think I'm ugly.
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I am now 24 years old and majoring in Accounting. However, my grades are low. I suck at studying. I am not intelligent. I keep repeating classes and couldn't make any friends. I know beauty itself can't get you friends and girls friends. It's also about personality. How should I act around people? what personality should I have? I cannot change myself...I want to be who I am. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I am not that person. I'm not a cool kid, but I'm a nice person. I am unsatisfied with my life, I'm thinking about getting nose uplift so I can be an attractive person. Everything is the same, no girl friends!!!! They reject me!!!! I am such a loser....What is my purpose in this world? For God's sake, it's been 24 years and still lonely!!!!!???
I am lonely, I have no girl friend, no friends, I'm not intelligent, I have a crappy job, and I'm ugly. Thank you for reading this
I wanna make this post short and simple with clear details. I have a sad story, but I'm still hanging on.
I'm an asian man born in Philippines. When I was a child, nobody wants to hold me except my parents, maybe because I'm ugly. I grew up there for 11 years and moved here in United States at the age of 12. Here's the drama, I did have friends in Philippines but they were not real friends. I had to give em treats just to stay cool with them. After 11 years my mom got married to an American man because my biological father is an ******* plus he is actually my mom's cousin ewwwww.....!!!!!!. After that, I moved here in U.S. However, I had a hard time making friends and in middle school and high school. I wasn't able to get a girl friend. My grades are low and I couldn't learn well. I became depressed andSo I decided, to lift weights and do some makeovers because I think I'm ugly.
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I am now 24 years old and majoring in Accounting. However, my grades are low. I suck at studying. I am not intelligent. I keep repeating classes and couldn't make any friends. I know beauty itself can't get you friends and girls friends. It's also about personality. How should I act around people? what personality should I have? I cannot change myself...I want to be who I am. I don't drink, smoke, or do drugs. I am not that person. I'm not a cool kid, but I'm a nice person. I am unsatisfied with my life, I'm thinking about getting nose uplift so I can be an attractive person. Everything is the same, no girl friends!!!! They reject me!!!! I am such a loser....What is my purpose in this world? For God's sake, it's been 24 years and still lonely!!!!!???
I am lonely, I have no girl friend, no friends, I'm not intelligent, I have a crappy job, and I'm ugly. Thank you for reading this