Dear-_-Tragedy
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I've spent months trying to sort my life out. I've spent my life trying to sort my life out, but I think I'm making progress. Just as I make progress in life (I have a job, keeping up with hobbies etc), I meet a girl. I like a girl, I get strong feelings. Then they move on before I get the chance to progress my feelings to any level. I never get past the friend stage.
I'm so sick of this cycle because even when I know I should not get attatched, I do. They are never into me in that way, no matter how promising it seems. It's so depressing. I need to know the balance of not trying anymore (giving up on having a relationship) and trying enough to seem like I'm available. I'd want nothing more than a relationship, but don't want to seem desperate.
I get defeated too much to care anymore. I just become more bitter and nihilistic with each failed attempt at love or even a relationship. I've tried being patient, confident, 'bad', 'hard to get'. I just don't think it should be like that if there's some kind of mutual interest.
Everyone has their goals they want to reach, rushing through life. I just don't want to rush through my life bitterly, never falling in love again and just focusing on a career because I would hate to miss another chance at love. It kills me thinking that I would miss out. I get depressed nearly every night and it feels like I'm on my deathbed or something and I've wasted all my time and everyone else's.
I'm so sick of this cycle because even when I know I should not get attatched, I do. They are never into me in that way, no matter how promising it seems. It's so depressing. I need to know the balance of not trying anymore (giving up on having a relationship) and trying enough to seem like I'm available. I'd want nothing more than a relationship, but don't want to seem desperate.
I get defeated too much to care anymore. I just become more bitter and nihilistic with each failed attempt at love or even a relationship. I've tried being patient, confident, 'bad', 'hard to get'. I just don't think it should be like that if there's some kind of mutual interest.
Everyone has their goals they want to reach, rushing through life. I just don't want to rush through my life bitterly, never falling in love again and just focusing on a career because I would hate to miss another chance at love. It kills me thinking that I would miss out. I get depressed nearly every night and it feels like I'm on my deathbed or something and I've wasted all my time and everyone else's.