Wannabe poet
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I spend most of my time alone and when I'm around people I still feel alone.i talk to myself more often than I used to now, it worries me. At some points during my days I go on Facebook and try starting conversations with people I'm pretty certain don't give a **** about me, I know I'll get no reply but I do it anyway.
I can't connect with anybody either coz I ****ing suck at communicating with people, I'm tired. Really tired and I don't know what to do anymore, the depression seems to be getting worse by the day and I try to hide the fact that I'm lonely and pathetic by making music, listening to music, watching t.v but you can only bull**** yourself for so long. I'm sick of thinking about suicide too.I always post on this site in hopes that someone might relate and yeah occasionally one person does but I never end up feeling any better so ****
I can't connect with anybody either coz I ****ing suck at communicating with people, I'm tired. Really tired and I don't know what to do anymore, the depression seems to be getting worse by the day and I try to hide the fact that I'm lonely and pathetic by making music, listening to music, watching t.v but you can only bull**** yourself for so long. I'm sick of thinking about suicide too.I always post on this site in hopes that someone might relate and yeah occasionally one person does but I never end up feeling any better so ****