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gothandre
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Yes, i'm starting to hate everyone! And all i get with this is loneliness and sadness.When i go out, alone, i see those alcoholic, unpolite, drug addicted, violent, imature and materialist peple surrounded by lots of friends which they can count and talk to. And me, a polite, nice, lovely, kind and honest guy, get nothing! Well, there is something i get... loneliness!
Im jumping to a conclusion - bad people have friends, while good people dont. Bad and good for me, because bad and good are very relative things to each one.
ANother thing that feeds the anger inside my body are those "Mr right girls" going out with those bad guys. Why that? Why????
I cant find my place is this dying world where hearts were blunt to be broken by love.
I mean.. whats wrong with me? I dont know if i am the problem, or the others are the problem. Because if i live in a city fulled of imature people, then it's not my problem. But even though, i dont know what to do. Where do i belong?
And no, i wont turn me into the "bad boy" type, because this isn't me and i hate that! I prefer dying than beying somebody i dont want to. But since i dont want to die... what should I do? I cnat handle this anger anymore?
Im jumping to a conclusion - bad people have friends, while good people dont. Bad and good for me, because bad and good are very relative things to each one.
ANother thing that feeds the anger inside my body are those "Mr right girls" going out with those bad guys. Why that? Why????
I cant find my place is this dying world where hearts were blunt to be broken by love.
I mean.. whats wrong with me? I dont know if i am the problem, or the others are the problem. Because if i live in a city fulled of imature people, then it's not my problem. But even though, i dont know what to do. Where do i belong?
And no, i wont turn me into the "bad boy" type, because this isn't me and i hate that! I prefer dying than beying somebody i dont want to. But since i dont want to die... what should I do? I cnat handle this anger anymore?