Matt L
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[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]About a month ago my oneitis got fired from work. Well shortly after I acquired her number and we keep in touch via text, albeit we don't text much. I see her about once a week at most for only a couple minutes when she stops by work to see her mother.[/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]Anyway, this evening she stopped by the store with a girl friend of hers to say hi. She even invited me to go with them to a local [/font][font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]festival. I was able to leave so I went! We met up with her mother and we all sat together and just enjoyed each others company.[/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]I feel great but bummed at the same time. I was mostly just third wheel. Because I have little to no experience socializing, I was mainly just reacting to her and her friend having a good time, not chipping in much with humor and whatnot. Also they're both 17 and I'm 22 and it just hit me how out of touch I am, I feel like an old man. I had to have snapchat explained to me. What's beating away my happiness is the things her friend was telling me. She thinks she's pregnant and was telling me in detail how her and her boyfriend have sex. This girl is 16 and is having sex and I'm 22 and this is my first time ever mildly socializing with girls. It depresses me because my oneitis is the same age as her and I worried about her before but now I'm stressing. Now I'm imagining her going through the same drama as her friend. After about 40 minutes being at the festival we parted because they were going to meet up with some of their friends and thought it best I not come along considering [oneitis'] crush is gonna be there. [/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]I'm trying to fight back my woes and just cherish having been with two fun girls for an evening. Cherish having had a brief glimpse of what life is, what I've been missing out for the past 22 years. Knowing my luck I doubt something like this will happen again. If it does, I can already feel the friendzone enveloping me.[/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]Anyway, this evening she stopped by the store with a girl friend of hers to say hi. She even invited me to go with them to a local [/font][font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]festival. I was able to leave so I went! We met up with her mother and we all sat together and just enjoyed each others company.[/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]I feel great but bummed at the same time. I was mostly just third wheel. Because I have little to no experience socializing, I was mainly just reacting to her and her friend having a good time, not chipping in much with humor and whatnot. Also they're both 17 and I'm 22 and it just hit me how out of touch I am, I feel like an old man. I had to have snapchat explained to me. What's beating away my happiness is the things her friend was telling me. She thinks she's pregnant and was telling me in detail how her and her boyfriend have sex. This girl is 16 and is having sex and I'm 22 and this is my first time ever mildly socializing with girls. It depresses me because my oneitis is the same age as her and I worried about her before but now I'm stressing. Now I'm imagining her going through the same drama as her friend. After about 40 minutes being at the festival we parted because they were going to meet up with some of their friends and thought it best I not come along considering [oneitis'] crush is gonna be there. [/font]
[font=verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif]I'm trying to fight back my woes and just cherish having been with two fun girls for an evening. Cherish having had a brief glimpse of what life is, what I've been missing out for the past 22 years. Knowing my luck I doubt something like this will happen again. If it does, I can already feel the friendzone enveloping me.[/font]