I think this is the 4th or 5th time I lost my best friend, every year. We used to webcam, play, laugh, eat, sleep, fun, joke. But, everything is gone now. I wonder what I have done. But people around me told me before, not to friend with that guy. But I didn't listen to them. Many people doesn't like him, and he is heartless. But we got a lot in commons. Sometime I don't why I feel that he is worth to be my friend, but sometime I feel that he don't worth. After the friendship ruined. Everything changed. He sits beside me in the class. But, feel awkward because we aren't friend any more. He got new friend, the one who sit in front of him. He replaced me. I always get jealous of them, they always play,fun,laugh. I got nothing. I post this just for fun, express my feeling. People always say, Be Patient. I Will Have A Best Friend Soon. I wonder how long I should wait... I'm Impatient. Plus, it's hard to communicate with my classmate. All they do is, talk about GAMES that I don't play. So, nothing in common :/ *sigh* My life is hard. Lost every year. I wonder who is the next guy I will lost next year. >.> Am I born to be lost best friend? Or I deserve it. :c