RoflLoller
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And I am always the one to initiate conversations, but when the person I am talking too sees his or her friend they just ignore me. I always try to continue the conversation with small talk (which I hate a lot, because it seems so unnatural), asking questions and such, but the person I am talking to never asks me any questions. It kinda pisses me off a little bit, and makes me feel so **** pathetic, so lately I haven't been talking to anyone.
the people i talk to never ask me any questions too. when i stop talking and stop asking questions there's always an awkward silence. i would have to quickly come up with something to say or ask but it always seems forced. when they see their friends they instantly ignore me. they would walk away from me or focus their attention completely on their friend. it feels very awkward when this happens (which happens a lot) and makes me feel like crap. there has only been one person that i have talked to that doesn't do this to me and she seems genuinely nice. maybe she's just like us?
i sometimes see people that i consider friends (they talk to me and we hang out on rare occassions) and they are nice enough to invite me to sit with them. however, every time i do they talk about something they did over the weekend with a bunch of other people that i also consider friends and how much fun it was. then there's me just sitting there not knowing what to say because i wasn't there. i think they are trying to send me a message, which i have recieved many times, that i am unwanted. but i don't know what else to do. if i don't sit with them, there's no one else and i don't want to be lonely.