when you wake up in the morning feeling like honeysuckle mentally and physically and all you want to do is disappear, close the curtens, put your black eye masks on and never leave bed yet their is work, someone have to do it so you drag your self out of bed, dress something that will fool people to consider you alive, you talk and walk but deep inside you are dead..
go through the day looking to your watch thinking damit why time have to feel that heavy, tik tok your waiting the time to pass but for what ? nothing all you want is disappear, you go back to your home if it isnt just a friggin house wishing if you can kill your self but you cant because deep inside you know that their will be moments worth of being alive..
what to do when all the colors fade and all the skin pale
on tv things you dont wanna see
on radio things you dont wanna hear
on the streets people like stray dogs
in work you are a fuckin machine
and the most important of all in your private life you are the one who is a complete wanker... just a total head fresia, people like toys you play them on depends on your mood and that way without realizing you being distructive on a self distruct mession and in the end you are just a lonely ****** who cant make up his mind about weather you are really sick in the head or all the other people are just messed in the head...
and another day will come along and the best you can do is wish to have a good mood....
go through the day looking to your watch thinking damit why time have to feel that heavy, tik tok your waiting the time to pass but for what ? nothing all you want is disappear, you go back to your home if it isnt just a friggin house wishing if you can kill your self but you cant because deep inside you know that their will be moments worth of being alive..
what to do when all the colors fade and all the skin pale
on tv things you dont wanna see
on radio things you dont wanna hear
on the streets people like stray dogs
in work you are a fuckin machine
and the most important of all in your private life you are the one who is a complete wanker... just a total head fresia, people like toys you play them on depends on your mood and that way without realizing you being distructive on a self distruct mession and in the end you are just a lonely ****** who cant make up his mind about weather you are really sick in the head or all the other people are just messed in the head...
and another day will come along and the best you can do is wish to have a good mood....