It's really hit me recently. People just don't care enough about me. I think there are even people on this site who have started to ignore me.
I believe it might be because I don't reply enough to people who post in response to my own posts -- and I'm sorry for that. It's just that I experience very crippling depression, and I barely have enough energy to post in the first place. Just know that I appreciate all of you brave people. A lot.
I really don't know what to do at this point. You can imagine what Valentine's was like for me yesterday. I had friends ignore me, like I said. It's one thing to be single and not have anyone be even the least bit interested in dating you, but when even your friends aren't there -- I just can't even explain the depth of that despair.
Anyway, here I am, after lying in bed at least an hour longer than I should have, and I feel emotionally hungover. My heart's exhausted. I hope this message gets to someone who can help before I shut down completely.
I believe it might be because I don't reply enough to people who post in response to my own posts -- and I'm sorry for that. It's just that I experience very crippling depression, and I barely have enough energy to post in the first place. Just know that I appreciate all of you brave people. A lot.
I really don't know what to do at this point. You can imagine what Valentine's was like for me yesterday. I had friends ignore me, like I said. It's one thing to be single and not have anyone be even the least bit interested in dating you, but when even your friends aren't there -- I just can't even explain the depth of that despair.
Anyway, here I am, after lying in bed at least an hour longer than I should have, and I feel emotionally hungover. My heart's exhausted. I hope this message gets to someone who can help before I shut down completely.