Enchanted Girl
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I'm freaking out so bad. For the first time in a long time (years and years), I actually have had friends in person. Two girls became my friends and have been hanging out with me a few times a week. I was so happy.
Anyway, my two best friends fell in love with one another, which I am happy for, but they decided they are moving away at the beginning of August and then I'll be alone again and I can't handle it.
Why? OH GOD WHY?!
Now all I'll have is my boyfriend and my family again and if my boyfriend winds up breaking up with me like my last one did, I don't think I can handle it. I'm getting severely clingy with him because my two friends are leaving and I hate it.
Not to mention that my Mom is really sick and has a chance of dying (don't want to get into it), so I might be losing another person that's always been there for me. =(
What do I do? Seriously, help me. I don't want to feel the loneliness again. I can't take it. I've been lonely more than my share in life and its killing me.
I'm trying to make friends with other people, but they are doing what ALL people do where they feel like they have already filled up their quota of friends and I'm just a nuisance.
Anyway, my two best friends fell in love with one another, which I am happy for, but they decided they are moving away at the beginning of August and then I'll be alone again and I can't handle it.
Why? OH GOD WHY?!
Now all I'll have is my boyfriend and my family again and if my boyfriend winds up breaking up with me like my last one did, I don't think I can handle it. I'm getting severely clingy with him because my two friends are leaving and I hate it.
Not to mention that my Mom is really sick and has a chance of dying (don't want to get into it), so I might be losing another person that's always been there for me. =(
What do I do? Seriously, help me. I don't want to feel the loneliness again. I can't take it. I've been lonely more than my share in life and its killing me.
I'm trying to make friends with other people, but they are doing what ALL people do where they feel like they have already filled up their quota of friends and I'm just a nuisance.