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Hi there everyone,
I haven't posted in a long time, but just wanted to put my thoughts down and see if anyone else felt the same.
I Started dating a lady recently. Before, I spent so much time hoping to meet someone. The prospect of being loved seemed so far away. Now, I spend all my time fearing the loss of it. It's as if the remedy has become worse than the illness. I've already made mistakes, told her I like her too much, flirted using text. I just like her and don't want to lose what we have but end up messing things up because of the fear of being alone again. I feel so vulnerable. As if I'm waiting for an axe to fall on my dreams.
Anyway, sorry, its just been causing me a lot of pain. Anyone else experience this?
Thank you
I haven't posted in a long time, but just wanted to put my thoughts down and see if anyone else felt the same.
I Started dating a lady recently. Before, I spent so much time hoping to meet someone. The prospect of being loved seemed so far away. Now, I spend all my time fearing the loss of it. It's as if the remedy has become worse than the illness. I've already made mistakes, told her I like her too much, flirted using text. I just like her and don't want to lose what we have but end up messing things up because of the fear of being alone again. I feel so vulnerable. As if I'm waiting for an axe to fall on my dreams.
Anyway, sorry, its just been causing me a lot of pain. Anyone else experience this?
Thank you