Today I got a metaphorical slap in the face.
The amount of time helping, thinking of, having feelings for people who at the end of the day don't give two shits about me in return.
The fair weather friends who have asked and expected me to put there needs first and yet when I have received such awful news and shared it, disappear without so much as a sorry this is happening.
The relatives who ignore I exist and am aware of struggling to care for their sick relatives and turn a blind eye so they can live their comfortable care free lives.
The small number of men who I have loved, cared for been there for and they never loved me in return. I think this is what hurts the most, the claims to have loved me, but actions speak louder than words. Cheap talk.
The fakes who have entered my life, invested my time and once I found out their game, they turn into nasty ******* and twist it all about to suit themselves without a regard that they had played with my feelings.
I am done, I feel I am losing an important piece of who I once was.
The amount of time helping, thinking of, having feelings for people who at the end of the day don't give two shits about me in return.
The fair weather friends who have asked and expected me to put there needs first and yet when I have received such awful news and shared it, disappear without so much as a sorry this is happening.
The relatives who ignore I exist and am aware of struggling to care for their sick relatives and turn a blind eye so they can live their comfortable care free lives.
The small number of men who I have loved, cared for been there for and they never loved me in return. I think this is what hurts the most, the claims to have loved me, but actions speak louder than words. Cheap talk.
The fakes who have entered my life, invested my time and once I found out their game, they turn into nasty ******* and twist it all about to suit themselves without a regard that they had played with my feelings.
I am done, I feel I am losing an important piece of who I once was.