dn560
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hi im new here, so my life was ok until i was 17. i started feeling really sick started gaining weight hair falling out feeling tired turns out i have thyroid issues. i been to so many drs and im not getting any better. i have been taking so many pils to try and get well but i ended up getting worse. i had to take a yr off from university because of this and since starting back in 2013 ive been failing, the way i loook now all my "friends" turned their backs on me, everyone stares at me like im a freak, nobody wants to talk to me, i have no friends because of this im angry all the time, before i was ill i had long hair, a girlfriend, and was popular in school. ive gotten so depressed and sick that for finals i got ill and was hospitalized for a few days and ended up failing my finals and got kicked out of university. i have heart problems now and im only 20yrs old i dont feel very well and my parents are cheap, they dont want to take me to drs becuz they think its a waste... i look like crap and feel like it too. everyone else is happy they have gfs and group of friends they go out and chill with im just stuck in a house with my family who just loves to argue and fight. i turned 20 this yr and idk what i did to deserve this kind of torture, im tired and fed up, im such a fxckin loser will this nightmare ever end? tbh i had enough i cant take it no more i been going strong since 17 but i cant go on no more :'(..........