Loser_Lady902
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I've always had problems socially, being akward and not picking up on normal social cues. I look back at my life and realise I've always felt like this, some days are worse than others and those days I feel like lifes not worth living anymore. I did a lot of reading online and ice narrowed it down to social anxiety... It could be much worse though. I'm scared to find out and be treated. I don't want to be doped up with meds that will "help" me when they really don't . I'm trying so hard to fix this on my own but it's not working anymore. I quit smoking weed almost a year ago after I realised how much worse the problem is when I smoke it, and it helped a lot but not enough. I just want to be normal. I like myself I think I can be funny, I'm not bad looking, I'm not the smartest but I can laugh off a stupid remark and not be embarassed, I'm polite and kind,i just want to be able to interact properly with people Without panicking and I don't understand why it's such a problem for me I don't have many friends and the ones I do have seem to be pushing themselves away. I'm scared and I don't want to end up secluding myself from the world because I can't handle it, does anyone have any advice??