DariusArgent
Well-known member
Ok, I don't get it. It's like I am struck with a curse or something.
I can't say that I am ugly, nor I can't say that I have some mental problems. But it's just that when I meet people at first they present themselves as people who would have me within their company but after some time they leave me for someone else who would have for company and that feeling is like someone throwing a toy in the trash because a new, cooler one is bought. And sometimes those people are much worse than me; they are violent, unkind and/or less knowledgable. No, I am not bragging that I am the greatest human being but I know an indecent person when I see one.
Also I see many people attracting other people, just like that. An example is my brother. Oh don't get me wrong, I don't hate him and we are in a very good sibling relationship. We share the same hobbies and same passion for things. For example he always meets some girls in several of MMOs that he plays (he is in a relationship though and I am not, whoopdeedoo) and becomes great friends with them, even most of the times they call him "big brother". Me on the other hand always end up with snotty brats who always 1337speak and always cry with insults because they are not good players.
Once there was a small gathering of geek culture. Me and my brother were asked to draw things, he draws more realistically and I draw more comical. In the end he got all of the credit and most of the people were asking him to draw things for them. He told them that I drew too but no one cared, everyone's eyes focused on him. Also there were times when I played tabletop RPGs with people and then suddenly he appears midsession and everyone ignored me afterwards, even calling him to play with them while I wasn't invited at all.
And it's not just my brother, it's many people that I've met. But I would continue typing this for hours so I'll just stay put for now.
I don't get it, is there really a thing such as constant bad luck when trying to make relationships with people?
I can't say that I am ugly, nor I can't say that I have some mental problems. But it's just that when I meet people at first they present themselves as people who would have me within their company but after some time they leave me for someone else who would have for company and that feeling is like someone throwing a toy in the trash because a new, cooler one is bought. And sometimes those people are much worse than me; they are violent, unkind and/or less knowledgable. No, I am not bragging that I am the greatest human being but I know an indecent person when I see one.
Also I see many people attracting other people, just like that. An example is my brother. Oh don't get me wrong, I don't hate him and we are in a very good sibling relationship. We share the same hobbies and same passion for things. For example he always meets some girls in several of MMOs that he plays (he is in a relationship though and I am not, whoopdeedoo) and becomes great friends with them, even most of the times they call him "big brother". Me on the other hand always end up with snotty brats who always 1337speak and always cry with insults because they are not good players.
Once there was a small gathering of geek culture. Me and my brother were asked to draw things, he draws more realistically and I draw more comical. In the end he got all of the credit and most of the people were asking him to draw things for them. He told them that I drew too but no one cared, everyone's eyes focused on him. Also there were times when I played tabletop RPGs with people and then suddenly he appears midsession and everyone ignored me afterwards, even calling him to play with them while I wasn't invited at all.
And it's not just my brother, it's many people that I've met. But I would continue typing this for hours so I'll just stay put for now.
I don't get it, is there really a thing such as constant bad luck when trying to make relationships with people?