Having been just a browser of these forums for a while, I felt it was time to get a bit of my life out there.
So there's this girl...I fell for her about a year ago when we became quite close friends. Strong feelings have developed since then, feelings that she's very much aware of and although she's always said she likes me, she doesn't want to enter an uneven relationship where she believes she's just going to hurt me.
Whilst I completely understand her rationale, it just doesn't take away the pain of not being able to be with her. She truly is the most beautiful person in the world to me and despite knowing that she may not be the best person for me as she has a lot of unresolved issues, I still can't help but think about her all of the time. Yes this may just be fleeting teenage 'love' but it still feels very real right now and I'm desperately seeking a way to forget about her and move on. This whole situation is fuelling my depression and is slowly consuming my time and energy.
Thanks for reading, any words at all would mean a lot. XD
So there's this girl...I fell for her about a year ago when we became quite close friends. Strong feelings have developed since then, feelings that she's very much aware of and although she's always said she likes me, she doesn't want to enter an uneven relationship where she believes she's just going to hurt me.
Whilst I completely understand her rationale, it just doesn't take away the pain of not being able to be with her. She truly is the most beautiful person in the world to me and despite knowing that she may not be the best person for me as she has a lot of unresolved issues, I still can't help but think about her all of the time. Yes this may just be fleeting teenage 'love' but it still feels very real right now and I'm desperately seeking a way to forget about her and move on. This whole situation is fuelling my depression and is slowly consuming my time and energy.
Thanks for reading, any words at all would mean a lot. XD