DreamingSia
Member
Hello everyone!
I'm 26 years old, female, living in Sweden, and I'm the kind of person who spends an hour writing a long intro post, deletes it before posting, and spends another hour writing a shorter version, all in fear of bothering people with the length of the post, lol.
I've known about this forum for several months, and after much hesitation, I decided to finally just join already, as the thought of joining kept popping up for me. I've always had (most of) my social life online, and lately I've been experiencing a growing need to be connected with people again.
I'm in a long-distance relationship with another girl, since about two years back, but luckily as she lives in Germany we at least manage to meet in real life about every two months, for a week or so at a time. She makes all the difference in my life, but as I miss being part of an online community, I thought I'd try and see if I find what I'm looking for here.
I've struggled with various aspects of myself for most of my life (with my main issue being anxiety), though I was still a naturally positive, enthusiastic and very curious person. However, in the last two years, after getting a job working in customer service, my faith in humanity and the world in general was basically razed to the ground. Even though I no longer work there now (instead I went back to get my degree in behavioral science), I'm finding it very difficult to crawl out of that black hole of cynicism and negativity. I'm hoping that meeting some new people here, and participating in some games and discussions, might help me regain some sense of meaning and hope.
So, yeah, that's me. I look forward to getting to know all of you!
And now I better hit "Post Thread" before I chicken out, LOL.
I'm 26 years old, female, living in Sweden, and I'm the kind of person who spends an hour writing a long intro post, deletes it before posting, and spends another hour writing a shorter version, all in fear of bothering people with the length of the post, lol.
I've known about this forum for several months, and after much hesitation, I decided to finally just join already, as the thought of joining kept popping up for me. I've always had (most of) my social life online, and lately I've been experiencing a growing need to be connected with people again.
I'm in a long-distance relationship with another girl, since about two years back, but luckily as she lives in Germany we at least manage to meet in real life about every two months, for a week or so at a time. She makes all the difference in my life, but as I miss being part of an online community, I thought I'd try and see if I find what I'm looking for here.
I've struggled with various aspects of myself for most of my life (with my main issue being anxiety), though I was still a naturally positive, enthusiastic and very curious person. However, in the last two years, after getting a job working in customer service, my faith in humanity and the world in general was basically razed to the ground. Even though I no longer work there now (instead I went back to get my degree in behavioral science), I'm finding it very difficult to crawl out of that black hole of cynicism and negativity. I'm hoping that meeting some new people here, and participating in some games and discussions, might help me regain some sense of meaning and hope.
So, yeah, that's me. I look forward to getting to know all of you!
And now I better hit "Post Thread" before I chicken out, LOL.