Doc
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I tried to kill myself again. Can't even do that right. Parents and everyone around me were always right about me.
So what do I do now, I can't do anything anymore. I spent my birthday at Summit Ridge (mental hospital) and now I'm out again, there's nothing. I try to go out and e social I can't. I try to look on the positive side I but I can't. I try to raise my self-esteem but I can't. I try to make friends but I can't. I try to ******* kill myself but I CAN'T. I'm a ******* loser, a ******* weirdo, ******* worthless in every concept of the word. I can barely even talk to people.
I try so hard to fix my problems but it blows up I'm my face and I just scream at myself and then I try to stop it all, but I'm no good at that either. So what the hell do I do now
So what do I do now, I can't do anything anymore. I spent my birthday at Summit Ridge (mental hospital) and now I'm out again, there's nothing. I try to go out and e social I can't. I try to look on the positive side I but I can't. I try to raise my self-esteem but I can't. I try to make friends but I can't. I try to ******* kill myself but I CAN'T. I'm a ******* loser, a ******* weirdo, ******* worthless in every concept of the word. I can barely even talk to people.
I try so hard to fix my problems but it blows up I'm my face and I just scream at myself and then I try to stop it all, but I'm no good at that either. So what the hell do I do now