Not really....
I heard a lady spoke once about her experince. It was very inperational to me.
She was suicidal...but she worried so much what people were going to think of her.
Her life was a total wracked..
First she thought...well fresia if people found her dead in her house she didn't want poeple
to think she was a slob...So she cleaned her house.
Upon cleaning her house she notice unpaid bills...So she paid her bills. She didn't want poeple to think
she was irresponsiable.
Then she started cleaning her car...
Then she even bought new tired for her car..well she really didn't want people to think she was dangerous.
Then she went back to school..becuase she didn't want people to think she was stupid.
Then she started making freinds becuase she worried about people thinking she didn't have any friends.
Well...after around 6 months. She was like WTF????
My life is good now...I went back to school, I live in a nice place, All my bills are paid, I drive a nice car, I have nice friends,
I have a nice job.My life is actaully pretty cool....I don't wanna die
I wanna go sky diving, now. I can do it.